
On the teacher side, online and hybrid learning are insane and inadequate. The students didn't learn what they needed to online and then we had them 40% of what they usually have. The time for helping them disappeared and you HAD to move more quickly than you'd like. The performance and attitudes of the kids went WAY up once they were back at school though. The number of students that had new accommodations for debilitating anxiety and depression was staggering. Watching the students struggle to engage with me and even with their peers was heartbreaking. The parents were frustrated and I felt completely helpless to do what needed to be done to help. Any intervention time disappeared with hybrid classes. Considering I never agreed with masks or shutting down schools it was especially difficult to talk with the parents of struggling students. Quarantine broke the kids and placed a LOT of strain on families causing issues that hadn't existed before. I actually spent quite a bit of time almost counseling parents. As a teacher, we're actually left in the dark with students' situations. We aren't told which kids are dealing with abusive households, which kids are struggling emotionally and mentally at a scale that doesn't have formal intervention, or have extenuating circumstances that impact their learning. I am so grateful that we'll be going back full time next year.

